I Am Sorry

If I ever did something that hurt you

If there was something I did or didn't do

Then I am writing you this letter

To let you know that I wish I knew better

I wonder what it is that I did

For you to get so mad

Did I ever become a weed,

Sucking nutrients, competing with your plant?

You used to always be there

but now you've unfollowed me everywhere

So it really must be something

That I've done or am still doing

And though I wish I knew what it was

I am leaving behind the past

Respecting your space and peace

I am sorry, I mean it, I hope you get to read this

A Vivid Dream

I had the most vivid dream last night

I was staring at the ground sitting on a bench

When suddenly a familiar figure sat beside me

He lowered down his head to show me his face

It was you, I could see your face so clearly

It showed how sad and sorry you were

We both were teary eyed as we talked

Oh how I didn't want that moment to end

Because I missed you

I miss you

and I've been missing you

Since the last time I saw you

And there never was a time or day

That you didn't cross my mind

I've been keeping myself busy

To get distracted

So you wouldn't get tired

Running in my head

How sad I was when I woke up

And learned it was just a dream

Oh, dreams do not lie do they?

They show you

Your deepest thoughts, desires and fears

The ones you've been in denial about

I kept myself busy with work the whole day

But on the drive to somewhere a sad song played

I thought about the dream and it made me cry

Your warmth sitting right beside me

Showing me you face, teary-eyed

Saying things I've been wishing to hear